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Therapy, Pt. 1

This post contains strong and explicit language.

I‘m from the BX where juniors get exxed out over mistaken identity/Bougie ass organizers and academics can never be a friend to me/The state and nonprofits are investing in the end of me/Now everybody’s talkin’ about they against gentrification but only wanna have radical ass meetings up in gentrified spaces/Everybody talkin’ about gentrification this and gentrification that/But some of y’all that’s running shit ain’t even from my city/So I think y’all need to fall the fuck back/

I’ve been grindin’ for years with nothin’ but Malice in my heart as I been pushin’ these Clipse to a Tee/Last year I fucked up and overstepped my boundaries/I apologize for that/Nah I ain’t put my hands on anybody steal anything or threaten anybody or nothing crazy like that/I just had to go learn to fall back and respect people’s space/ But best believe I definitely can see the cop in a lot of y’all niggas/Some of y’all are quick to scream fuck the police but will transform right into them when harm is committed/or a conflict occurs/Hating ass niggas think bringing up my past mistakes like that’s supposed to break me/

News flash bitch that’s the shit that made me/My team being cops or snitches now that’s wilder than Deontae I can tell some of y’all listen to way too much Beyoncé cause y’all need to fall back and get your in-formation right/These doxxin’ ass gentrifiers cosplaying as revolutionaries are out here capin’ for white folks and the feds/How you makin’ NYC cop free when you out here puttin’ niggas info out on the web/My only question is this if y’all can’t deal with harm and conflict in organizing spaces then how are you shoutin’ free them all and claim to want niggas out of their cages?/

These reformist nonprofits have a lot of nerve/They wanna be respected like Nipsey but got too much Tekashi in they system/Some claim to be abolitionist but don’t know the meaning of the word/It’s sad when you watch Black and Brown folks that are directly impacted go from busting glocks to sittin’ up in city hall capin’ for cages and cops/I wish I had Stevie Wonder glasses cause I hate to see it/Let me stop before folks start claimin’ I’m puttin’ their lives in danger/Cause we all know double standards are real and I don’t want them to put me on the shelve for good like Danny Granger/

America been on some Bray Wyatt shit/ fiendin’ for blood/masking up its demons with a smile/Before emerging from the darkness to attack anybody that doesn’t fall in line/No human being is illegal it’s time to abolish ICE/Fuck the cops and the MTA for brutalizing us over 2.75/I guess fighting runs in my family/Cause I beat Covid 19/while my grandfather lost his fight with cancer/ Every night I look up at the sky with tears in my eyes hoping to find an answer/

NYCHA had my building with no gas for a year and some change/But don’t have that rent money and they’ll throw you and your family out in the cold and the rain/Out here in the concrete jungle you gotta have a mamba mentality cause soon as you start poppin’ niggas is ready to smoke you/These Instagram thugs been fuckin wit too much Caine thinkin’ they a menace to society but when shit get real they turn into Chauncey/Everybody’s a warrior until they get popped like Cyrus I ain’t the toughest nigga alive but fuckin with me will get u hooked up to a ventilator quicker than the coronavirus/

I’m cut from a different cloth I was taught that when cops ask questions to stay silent like MJ did on Black issues/Cause if niggas thought you was snitching then they would give you your last dance and let bullets tear through your skin like toilet tissue/If you try to tax me for my stones just remember my pen game is equal to Troy Aves gun game/When niggas see that you’re a stallion they switch lanes and throw shots at you/You don’t like what I’m saying put a condom on your heart and fuck your feelings cause I ain’t apologizing or back tracking I’m just expressing how I’m feelin’. THERAPY.

Shawn Hudson is from Soundview section of the Bronx has inspired him to keep fighting and striving. He loves the fact that the Bronx is like the underdog of New York City.

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